Why is it all about me???
I don't want it to be all about me?
No matter what some people think, my life has never been all about me.
Why now???
Ugh, let me tell you that therapy is helping and it's really made me OK with things that I didn't know how to handle. The only thing that bothers me is that it's all me. What I need to do. I mean she asked me what my hobbies were and I actually laughed, out loud. I mean is that even a question? Hobbies? besides shopping Amazon Prime, working, being a mom? No, I don't have hobbies... maybe I'm allergic.
Tonight in therapy I had to make a list of things that I could start to do as hobbies and let me say it was hard. Its as hard because when in the hell do I have time to do these things? Set aside time in my already hectic schedule, good freaking luck. Let's be serious, when I don't have my son I'm working late, running errands, grabbing food and going home to binge watch TV while finishing work that I don't want to do when he's home with me. Again hobbies... *sneeze* ugh. I guess that I will try to take a minute for me... but where do I even begin? Until I figure it out, I'll be working and watching TV until I fall asleep.
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